She is not the one. But she is a one and, as Germaine from RBW said, that’s all I need right now.

She’s not enough and yet could be deemed to be too much.

She teases me and rejects me and confuses me on a daily basis. She tells me she’s scared and I get that. But fuck it, I’m scared too.

She is everything I love and hate and she mirrors so much of me that it’s scary.

She is nowhere near where I am. And I fear she never will be.