You deserve this so here it is.

Ok it’s time I properly explain what’s been happening in my life. I can’t believe it’s been so long since I last blogged.

Where do I start?

My car has cost me a sickening amount of money recently. Insurance, MOT and at least 3 new tyres (all due to pot holes – grrrr!) have taken quite a chunk out of my bank balance which would be fine if I was working but…

I’m not. I’ve recently left my job.

“What? Why? When? Are you mad?!”

Mmmhhmmm. For a multitude of reasons. Last month. Yes, I definitely am.

They say you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone and now that it’s gone I definitely miss it. The financial security, the free food and, of course, the people. Even though I still talk to them it isn’t the same. When you spend nearly every day with the same people for almost 3 years it’s bound to be weird without them but weird doesn’t even come close to explaining how I feel.

And, as to what I’m going to do for money now… I’ll let you know when I know.

“Any women on the scene?”

Nope. Next question please.

“How’s the weight loss going? You must be really skinny by now?”

You’d think so, wouldn’t you? But no, I’m still just as cuddly as ever. And let’s face it, we all know what cuddly really means…

I’m hoping for a good summer though: I’ve got lots of things coming up and even more stuff that I want to do. But before I can do any of that I have a room to paint.

Yup, in the midst of all this uncertainty and change I’ve decided that now is the time to re-decorate my room. I must be mad.

Oh well at least these next few months will be busy.

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5 thoughts on “You deserve this so here it is.

  1. estyree says:

    doing ‘mundane’ things like painting is supposed to help your subconscious work through problems so that you have ‘epiphany’ moment. Maybe painting your room is exactly what you need to do to figure out the next step 😀
    Good Luck!

  2. Things come two-fold sometimes and disguised as “working in your room” is a little thing called exercise, which will help improve your mood, so embrace it completely. And smile, you’re doing okay!

  3. Mess says:

    I’m so glad you’re back! I’m also jealous of your bravery. Enjoy the exciting stuff you’ve got coming up, and keep us in the loop!

  4. PinkSheep says:

    I hope the painting is going well, and that it is proving to be therapeutic. Good luck with finding your “way”. 🙂

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