This post isn’t going to be as comical today as I’m not really feeling too comical.
What do you do when you’ve (albeit foolishly) based the next stage of your life on something and then it doesn’t happen?
What happens when you have a high level of expectation and then you have to come back down from that; slowly walking the long staircase down to the bottom where you started?
Do you stick to what you know or take the hugely scary leap into the unknown? This was the question posed by Kim (in Sugar Rush) but, annoyingly, we didn’t see what she chose. And so how am I expected to make decisions when I don’t know what Kim did? (It’s very important that I observe the mistakes fictional lesbians have made and learn from them in any way possible to avoid repeating such things myself!)
I have a feeling that the rest of this week will involve a lot of soul searching, eating and crying to my manager. Maybe all three at the same time.
So apologies if I seem distant for a bit. Life updates will follow soon.
Have a good week all. 🙂