…have been deemed “indecent” by my mum.
I cannot wait to show them off tomorrow.
I’ve been slacking with the gym recently. I’d like to say it was because I have been really busy but it’s actually because I am lazy and lack motivation.
About a month ago I had found my motivation but that was short lived and soon collapsed when I finished work and found that I had a lot of spare time to eat.
I feel like I am a bit stuck at the moment. I don’t just mean that in regards to my weight and fitness either. I feel like I have become too comfortable and that I need to shake things up a little. My life has become predictable and, as a result of that, I have become even more bitter and grumpy than I was two or three years ago.
I need to find something that really interests me and pushed me forward.
I thought I’d found it last night but after a good nights sleep and spending a considerable amount of time thinking about it today I’m not so sure.
My problem is that I am impatient. I want everything now. I know things don’t work like that but sometimes I’m not prepared to put the time and effort in which leads people to believe that I don’t care. But I do, I care a lot.
Ugh. Winter is coming round again. More dark nights and horrendous storms to come. Plenty of time for me to wallow in my own self pity. I cannot wait.