Earlier today I snapped and decided that I was fed up of living how I do: tired, grumpy and overweight.
So I went shopping and bought hardly-any-fat snacks and lots of cereal.
I’m actually going to do this: I’m going to lose weight (which I’m hoping will make my happier and more alert…).
Once the weather perks up, I’m going to cycle to work and I’m finally going to go to the gym regularly.
I’m fed up of people giving me a sympathetic look or asking why I don’t seem myself. I’m fed up of wasting so much money on food that makes me feel ill because I eat so much of it and I’m fed up of not being in the police. If I hadn’t been so underprepared for my fitness test I’d be training now and getting a glimpse into my future. I literally have no-one to blame but myself and it’s time I face that.
Things have got to change.